Friday, July 23, 2010

Magic Dog Roof-Tile

Waikiki & Boat Harbor Beckon from Ala Moana's Lanai


"Memory is a crazy woman that hoards colored rags

and throws away food."


Austin O'Malley




"Most of the time,
age feels like a mask -
something I wear , not something I am-
and when I gaze fondly
at the faces of my old friends
I can see them as they were
when we were young."

Judith Thurman




"We do not remember days;

we remember moments."


Cesare Pavese



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These balmy Summer eves
have uncorked a memory
from the tree shaded streets
of Philadelphia. . .

Even under Diamond Head,
or on the Champs Elysee,
our hearts remember
moments long ago,
in kingdoms far away...
domains of salad days,
of fairy tales.

Was that me?

Once I dated this older mafia guy.

After cleaning my apartments all day,
I'd turn into a party girl
and go pick him up at his apartment.
(What energy, eh?)

He awoke early in the Summer's evening,
and we always drove his neighbor,
some sort of professional woman
(always dressed to the nines)
to I forget where.

Then our night consisted
of micro visits to a dozen different
night clubs,
restaurants,
Italian Ice stands. . .

Always everywhere he was greeted like a prince.

"Ah such a beautiful lady!"

I never had my hand kissed before,
but I got used to it.

We never sat (or rarely)
we never stayed.
He never conducted business
openly, if at all.

It was a whirlwind of social excitement
and night life.
And the city was his tamed domain.

As a girl I thought it was all pretty cool...

Eventually, I realized
that my devastating beauty
and charming persona
were gonna eventually get me into a lot of
trouble.

And, voila!
Here I am years later
wiser but extricated...

But the memory I kept...
Yes,

We three,
Mafia Joe, working lady, and I
are in his convertible
at a red light in South Philly.

A junk car pulls up along-side
and the male driver looks over and says:

"No fair! You got two; give me one."

Immediately
(Sitting in the middle)
I put my arms around
Joe and Lady
and reply grandly to the guy:


"Sure which one would you like?"

At which Joe snorts
and pulls away.

Yo! (
Philly Speak)

(I mean) Aloha!
cloudia



Sing Me Back Home

Aloha!



"Every man's memory is his private literature."

~Aldous Huxley






Waikiki in the distance. Taken from Palolo Valley


"Everybody needs his memories.


They keep the wolf of insignificance


from the door."



~Saul Bellow






Lei Stand in Chinatown, Honolulu

"Pleasure is the flower that passes;

remembrance,

the lasting perfume."



~Jean de Boufflers




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Growing up in Philadelphia
we were blue collar and ethnic,
but we were urban people
with a patina of middle-brow sophistication
when needed;
My parents knew how to dress and behave
at the parent/teacher meeting.



Country Music
was the sound of OTHERS:
Rural, Super White, Conservative.
It was the music of folks that hated folks like us
even before I was a freak (what others called 'hippies').

Let's just say that it wasn't what we heard at home.

But the folk movement
made us look at C&W as a true folk expression,
sequined sports jackets, bouffants and all!

Plus it was marvelously transgressive
for me to be a country fan.
Youthful rebellion - so predictable.

Merle Haggard's Okie From Muskogee
about summed up the gulf.

But later,
through his tribute album to

I became a fan of ole Merle.
In fact I became quite a country fan.

My pal Jim and I even drove to
Great Adventure in New Jersey
so see Willie Nelson in his

When we got there
it was coming down pretty good'
and only a handful of us waited in the stands.

But Willie and his band,
Sis on piano, and that nice Jewish boy on mouth harp,
played us quite a nice intimate little set.

What a great memory!


Last night I caught the PBS' American Masters
devoted to Merle.

It brought back so much!

I'm glad hubby went to sleep a bit early
so I could just sit there and cry.

A whole period of my life opened up to memory.

I though of how Jim used to sing
and I wished I could hear it one more time.


So many great songs!

I've been listening on Pandora & Grooveshark all day.

If I had to pick just one Merle song to share,
Working Man Blues comes to mind,
but it has to be this one:

Listen to it with my Aloha....

Let Merle sing YOU back home too...

"I'm 70. At this point if they gave me a life sentence,
it would only be a few years.
So F**k `em!"

Merle Haggard