Saturday, October 8, 2011

Van Gogh's Fighter Plane

A L O H A !


We're the first ones at the pool!




" For what human ill 
does not dawn
seem to be
an alleviation?  "

Thornton Wilder








 Sky is perfect - What is that dark spot?


" Sadness flies 
on the wings of the morning . . .
comes the light.  "

Jean Giraudoux







 Van Gogh
 ' Fighter Aircraft '
AKA: The 'dark spot' from the photo above this one.


" I think an artist has always
to be out of step with his time. "


Orson Welles




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 A Powerful Tool For You


1. Inhale a full breath comfortably.

2. Inhale just a little bit more.

3. Hold breath for a beat.

4. Blow it all out through an imaginary straw.

5. Your parasympathetic nervous system has been re-set.

You are ready for a fresh start.

You're Welcome!

leave a comment :-)

                        warmly, cloudia



Friday, October 7, 2011

When I Was Sixteen

ALOHA - 
or as Philadelphia People Say:  
 
Y O !




When I was sixteen years old,
I rented a room in West Philadelphia,
and attended an alternative school 
in center city. 
Back then I traveled mostly by bicycle.








Philadelphia's City Hall - From Wikipedia - "At 167 m (548 ft), including the statue, it is the world's tallest masonry building: the weight of the building is borne by granite and brick walls up to 22 feet thick, rather than steel;...It was the tallest habitable building (although surpassed by monuments) in the world from 1901 to 1908." 

 Every night, I bicycled past City Hall
checking the time on her tower clocks;
10 minutes till 11pm-
I'll be on time for my job








Painting by Robert Finale
Independence Hall
The US Declaration of Independence was signed here
July 4, 1776
I can close my eyes and see the pale old face of her clock also.
Roman Numerals - I'm right on time.

I headed all the way east 
towards the Delaware River
and the historic part of town.
Today they call it
"Olde City."  

Back then, it was just old.







There she is, 320 Walnut Street.
Just one little office building in a big city full of them.

  My dad's tiny building maintenance company
had the contract to clean her.

  I arrived at 11pm to sign out the cleaners.
  Then I spent the night there
replacing the paper products in the restrooms,
touching up the cleaning;
  Checking in at night watchman stations
where I inserted a big key
and left a timed record of my visits.

She was mine till morning,
all six floors of offices, 
and east & west office 'penthouses'

  320 was one of the buildings
that I had visited with my father
since I was 12 or 13.

  Back then she still had only a 
manually operated elevator. 

Have you even BEEN in such a contraption?
I learned to run it from floor to floor -
in fact I now recall 
that on a few Saturdays
I was elevator operator all day!

  Close the lobby door, close the
scissor-action
inner metal gate,
then pull back on the 
brass handle
to send us UP. 

You could see the floors
and innards of the building
as they went past the gate.
I became quite good at stopping
RIGHT at the floor I wanted.
  But if someone was annoying,
I could stop the car a few inches
below grade
and make them step up.

  It's true what they say:
"Be nice to the people you meet on the way up.
  You'll meet them on the way down too. "

And I had the power to make you wait. 
"Where IS that elevator kid?!" 
They rang a bell for service. . .




The ground under this piece of
Olde Philadelphia
had once been the Quaker Almshouse
where Evangeline, of the great American
Wadsworth poem,
  reunited with her love at last!

  Back then,
ghosts were people I hadn't personally known
in life.
It was all very cool and abstract,
without the tugging on one's heart.





A block further down Walnut
towards the river was
the First Bank of the United States -







- Looking much as she always had.
  Only the city changed around her.








The Old Customs House was also a neighbor.
  I could see into that glass cupola from my building
and marvel at that small, still, space
full of morning light
and history's dust motes.
Sailing ships had been
espied from there;
Documents written with quill
by lamp light.

George Washington, Franklin,
Jefferson had all
walked these streets!





During long stretches of the night,
I could sit by the window of the east penthouse, 
an architects office,
and watch the river traffic of lighted tug boats
and freighters from ALL over the globe
in the tidal Delaware River.

William Penn had first landed
on her banks near-by
to found his City of Brotherly Love,
the capitol of his 
Comonwealth of Pennsylvania,
"Penn's woods."
(Pennsylvania does not call herself
a "state'
though she technically is
one of the fifty.)


When I was growing up,
the Delaware Valley
was called:
"Workshop of the World."


   The great Ben Franklin Bridge
to New Jersey
presided over the river scene,
like the local god
of the 20th Century's triumph
over river ferries
and sail.


How many nights
I watched her tower lights 
blink RED off
and on.


Listening to the sounds of the city,
so close,
yet so far below
my locked princess tower;
Sirens, 24 hour industry.
Refinery flames lit the skies
over South Jersey.

I felt very alive
and expectant,
As one does at sixteen.
Eager to get away. . . 
into all that tumult.



Little did I know,
that in my marvelous future 
I would muse with such love
over these formative years,
and value the memories
so very much.

 



In the morning, when I exited 320's lobby
these colonial homes
and their present-day sleepers
were what I saw across Walnut Street.

 I peddled to breakfast at Dewey's,
rest at home,
and the school day.


We can do anything
when we are young.

I was making my way in the world.
I was a working adult - not a dependent child.
That was very important to me.






Today, Google Street View shows
the brass we polished,
the lobby I mopped on snowy mornings,
in disrepair.

According to Google Search,
  320 Walnut is now for sale. 

If I was as rich as a Russian oligarch
I would buy her,
and she would be a museum
of ME-
and Dad too.








That Philly kid didn't know
that today this would be my city view at night.
My Honolulu Town - 

Though not born here, 
I have worked, lived, laughed
& cried here.
Here is where Dad breathed his last.


The only wonder I wonder
is which city I shall choose
to haunt?

My birthplace of Brotherly Love-
or the Aloha home of my adulthood?

These are the wonders
one wonders
in the depth of night
with a great city
in view. . . .


Thank you for sitting beside me here-
and there.

It means the world
to share these musings
with you.


Leave me a little comment
to keep the magic going.


                                              Warmly, cloudia





Thursday, October 6, 2011

Painted by Sunlight

Gilded by Moon


A L O H A !
click on the photos  please
“It is better to be generous than just.
 It is sometimes better
to sympathize
 instead of trying to understand.”

Pierre Lecompte de Nouy











"By plucking her petals
you do not gather
the beauty of the flower. "

Rabindrath Tagore











Octo-pod

Physical beauty
is such a strange thing. "

Jock Sturges  













" It's a strange world. 
Let's keep it that way. " 

Warren Ellis 




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At the gates of joy
a butterfly shadow flits
or is it a shadow butterfly?
It's quieter here than I expected
the only pounding music
is coming from my heart.
Cleared - renounced - renewed
ready to go within
but no hurry - never again;
Trust the unfoldment
and loiter here
by
the gate
of Joy. 


Thank YOU for loitering here!
Your comment is a butterfly 
            warmly, cloudia

Wednesday, October 5, 2011

Moon Family

A L O H A
means 'Good Night' too . . .




Night doesn't fall.
       
                                    I think it floats down .  .  .












Shadows grow longer,

  
                    a n d    l  o  n  g   e   r . . . . 










Everyone pauses . . .
                      
                                or paws-es. . .








Agonies and extricates of color
                 
                                   psychedelicize . . . .







This was the prized,
 the desirable sight, 
unsought,
 presented so easily. . .
 
Gerard Manley Hopkins's
Moonrise

 
 
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That beauty is a thing beyond the grave,
That perfect, bright experience never falls
To nothingness, and time will dim the moon
Sooner than our full consummation here
In this odd life will tarnish or pass away.

D. H. Lawrence
Moonrise

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 Like Japanese poets
we contemplate
the same moon.

We share our poems
in bits and bites,
tweets, updates,
and posts.

Mostly
we enjoy each other
under the 
Autumn Moon.

Tipsy
we smile 
together-

-somehow
it is more
than abundance.

Moon Family
            Warmly, cloudia
COMMENT!
 

Tuesday, October 4, 2011

Jewels

A L O H A !
Not all jewels are mineral gems.




" Treasure your relationships,
not your possessions. "

Anthony J. D'Angelo



Birds are winged treasures.
Here are ebony, alabaster, 
and cinnamon coloured jewels.




" Treasure the love you receive
above all. "

Og Mandino





Sapphire Skies


 "A great poet 
is the most precious jewel 
of a nation.  "


Beethoven






Box fish - a JEWEL-BOX fish!



" If I could be granted a wish,
I'd shine in your eye 
like a jewel.  "
 
Bette Midler






Rose-gold jewel; apple of someone's eye

" Cars, furs, and gems
were not my weaknesses. "


Gene Tierney









Anything to distinguish ourselves from the crowd!




" -the great man is he
who in the midst of the crowd
keeps with perfect sweetness
the independence of solitude ”

 Ralph Waldo Emerson 





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                                                   warmly, cloudia