Tuesday, December 7, 2010

Emergency

Aloha Welcome Friend!



 When you live on a boat as we do
there are many Ups
& Downs.




 Sometimes the glass is half full-

Sometimes it is OVERFLOWING!








Sometimes, It looks like it's ALL going
down the tubes.

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It was three in the morning.

Laying awake in uncharacteristic fretting,

I heard a strange noise.

Then the unmistakable sound of water;

water rushing.

Rushing IN!

I sprinted to the dock and shut off the water line

coming aboard.

Then I listened.

What I heard chilled my bones;
The sound of 
water!


My problem was my hull, not plumbing.

By this time (blog invisible) husband was plugging in a pump.

I tore a new (emergency backup) pump out of its box.

As the incoming water rushed in triumphantly

the watery tide turned against us.


"This is it. This is it,"  I chanted,
rushing around gathering
everything of value
everything of daily utility:
clothes, grandpa's watch, medication. . .

What would YOU be grabbing?


As I loaded my car, Kitty watched safely from her accustomed place on deck -
no worries a foot from the dock.

Hubby had called HFD
and the giant yellow truck with the matching official surfboard on the side
was tearing up the night and spilling red wails everywhere.

There they were HERE;

Fire Fighters.  Hawaiian Demi-Gods. 

Six feet tall and very calm.

They regularly climb on roofs in high winds

to save people's homes.

You know about the helicopter rescues,

and of course the fire fighting.


They had a pump


a pump that saved us from going down

in an estimated 30 minutes.


So as water rushed and sang triumphantly

through a seam in my hull,

two small, and one BIG pumps tried to over-sing the water.


The two small guys ran non-stop.

Eventually, the big pump could be shut off for 20 minutes at a time.

Without it we would have been homeless.

The Coast Guard was very  nice but mostly interested in ocean hygiene.

They brought no diver, just papers to sign.

I began to calculate the cost of properly disposing of an old 47 foot cement & steel boat.


The pumps and rushing water were like a  never-ending drum roll, teasing me to jump out of my skin.

I haven't been that stressed in some time.

I didn't make it to the inauguration (see post above).

I did watch in (Bizarrely) on TV: using electricity while water sang its

bloodthirsty victory song. 

(without power: NO PUMPS!)

I began to feel guilty
about the confession I MADE in that post just above;

YOU now know that I'm a hateful scoundrel 

(now you GOTTA see that post! :)

and my 'fall from grace' was being extravagantly punished

with a dazzling immediacy!

Or maybe not.

Emergencies can bring out some weird stuff

along with the "best in us," eh?

And there are no atheists on sinking boats.

Hubby's diver who knows our boat eventually showed up.

His mom has cancer and needed something;
Everybody's got a story.  No?

Eventually the river stopped, leaving a lake to dry.

The sea had lost this one. 

For now.

We worked and carried all day.

I cried a little.

I thought of blogger buddy  Travis 

who lost his home in a fire

and blogged about it.



Hubby, Kitty and I

started talking about moving on

after 18 years afloat.

I cried a little more.

But we slept in our own bed,

wearing slippahs (Slippers - the rest of the world calls them: flip flops)

to walk the damp carpet.

My clothes and etc. are in a tangled pile. 

But Hubby made it in to work today.

I even got my modems and internet hooked back up

(look at ME!).


So that's why:

this late post NOT about:

today's Pearl Harbor ceremonies

and the dwindling number of aging veteran/survivors.


That's why no post today about the new Governor's 

surprisingly spiritual speech

about Joy, Gratitude, and Hawaii

that quoted the Dalai Lama and Dietrich Bonhoeffer .


But I gotta blog.

   Gotta touch thoughts and hearts with

YOU.


Emergencies put things in perspective.

I'm grateful for all the little things we take for granted,

like the phone or pen we reach out and grasp 

without having to search for it.

I'm deeply grateful to the Pawaa Station Fire Fighters,

my neighbors,

the voters,

my new Governor

and my old husband.

I'm grateful for new beginnings,

just a BIT more planned

than grabbing and running

into the night. . .


What are YOU Grateful or Fretful about today?



"This being human is a guest house.
Every morning a new arrival...
Be grateful for whoever comes,
because each has been sent
as a guide from beyond."
~ Rumi



Monday, December 6, 2010

Wonderful New Day

Aloha

Welcome to a New Day for Hawaii!



"I absolutely believe in revenge.
A dish best served cold?
I say: get it any way you can."

Fran Lebowitz






"Smiles
are the soul's
party dresses."

Cloudia




 

"Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane. . . "

John Denver




"Be to her virtues very kind,
Be to her faults a little blind."
Matthew Prior


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Today, the team I have supported
is being sworn in as Governor
and lieutenant Governor
of the State of Hawaii.
 
 
A ticket to the proceedings
sits right here beside my keyboard.



 
There is a concept in the Hawaiian Culture:
PONO.
According to the authoritative 
Pukui/Elbert Hawaiian Dictionary,
Pono means:  goodness, uprightness, morality, moral qualities, correct or proper procedure, excellence, well-being, prosperity, welfare, benefit, behalf, equity, proper, righteous, right, upright, just, virtuous, fair, beneficial, successful...and so much more.

Things in our islands
have been in disharmony
for eight years.



With all the problems we face today
a new, inclusive, regime is needed.


By all appearances,
that new regime is now come.


Humans will never be perfect
and I don't expect to agree
with every move "my" guys make.


But that longed-for inclusiveness is afoot,
as seen in the recent proposed appointments
of good people.

I have a confession to make.


A very rude and inflexible person
has been in charge of the State Department
that over-sees the State Harbors.


As residents of a State Harbor,
my neighbors and I have been under assault
by an antagonistic, pre-determined process
that has made us unwelcome
in our own beloved neighborhood.


The other day,
I saw that rude woman,
who had hurt so many peoples' feelings
(and made some boaters homeless)
crying before the TV News cameras.

Bullies always cry 
when they finally get the punch in the nose
that they have courted.

I felt a satisfaction,
an ancient one.


It's good to see those
who have made themselves 
you enemies
CRY.

Even better:

We welcome Pono Hawaiian Gentleman,
William Aila
Waianae Boat Harbor Master,
Hawaiian Activist,
& gadfly for what is right,
as our NEW 
DIRECTOR, Dept. Of Land & Natural Resources.
He is expected to be confirmed easily.

The war is over.
Now there's LOTS to be done.

But we the people of Hawaii
will do it together.

It's a wonderful day.
             What is pleasing YOU today? cloudia




BONUS:
Stroll around Honolulu @ Christmas Time!


Saturday, December 4, 2010

Ford Deluxe

"A L O H A !

click on the photos

We are all together in the canoe.
To move forward,
 we must work
together.









"A business that makes nothing but money
 is a poor business."
 Henry Ford 








"Whither goest thou, America,
 in thy shiny car in the night?"
Jack Kerouac







"Coming together is a beginning;
 keeping together is progress;
 working together is success."









"Don't find fault,
 find a remedy."


Henry Ford






"If there is any one secret of success,
 it lies in the ability
 to get the other person's point of view
 and see things
 from that person's angle
 as well as from your own."
Henry Ford 







If money is your hope for independence you will never have it. The only real security that a man will have in this world is a reserve of knowledge, experience, and ability."
Henry Ford

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Been thinking about my dad.
He's been gone over a year now.

"Iron sharpens iron,
 and one person sharpens the wits of another."

Proverbs 27:17


He always seemed to be trying to 'teach me a lesson'
and I guess he did.
Intentional ones, but mostly unintentional lessons.

One day, he was driving Carl & I home from high school.
We passed through North Philadelphia
a tough, threadbare neighborhood.

As we passed a corner
Dad pointed out a derelict and asked:
"Friend of yours, Cloudia?"

Carl never forgot that.
It was clear evidence
of the divide
between my father
and
I.


Thinking on it the other day
I realized that my father
had defined me.
That story is part of my identity.

Yes, 
that is my friend.
Always.

But rather than seeing my Dad as an
adversary in this episode
as I always have
I realized that he helped me
to understand who I am.

Sometimes it was in
contrast to him-

-  but not always.

Thanks for the gift
of struggling together,
Dad.

You made me who I
Am.



"When you have brought up kids,
 there are memories
 you store directly in your tear ducts."

  Robert Brault

Friday, December 3, 2010

Nothing is Easy

A L O H A


Today's song
 was my "theme-song" for so long.
NOTHING is easy.


Micronesian Ladies Wait for the Bus.
Scooter girl takes this shot.
She her reflection?


"The detached observer's view
 is one window on the world."

Kenneth L. Pike 


"Character is what you are in the dark."



-Dwight L. Moody



Riding Along With Dad


"He opened the jar of pickles when no one else could.
 He was the only one in the house who wasn't afraid to into the basement by himself.
 He cut himself shaving, but no one kissed it or got excited about it.
 It was understood when it rained, he got the car and brought it around to the door. 
When anyone was sick, he went out to get the prescription filled. He took lots of pictures ...
 but he was never in them."

-- Erma Bombeck 

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Hannukah
is a holiday of LIGHT
like Diwali.

Tonight is the second night.

The war was over:
the Earthly Power
had won.

Yet
a dark lamp
remained in the
defiled
temple.

Rebels lit that lamp,
the light that should never
go out.

And though it
"shouldn't have"

it shined
eight days
and eight
crazy nights.

Let's celebrate
the improbable 
victory
of delight

just when
grim problems
seem to have
"won."

Miracles can happen.


You are one.
I am another.


Tomorrow
is
another.

From one miracle to another:
Don't give up the faith,
your faith
that the 
BEST
can happen.

It often does.


Celebrate!

Believe
that all can be
easy,

dare to believe it,

and it will be
so!

Thanks for coming by,
and please leave the gift
of your "hello"
       in comments.  cloudia